It’s getting harder because I can’t talk about it.
I want to.. but who I want to talk to, I know just won’t understand.
I’m not afraid of being judged or anything, it’s not that.
I don’t want to hear what anyone will try and dish out to make me feel better.
I know I’ll feel worse, more frustrated if they don’t say enough and just
annoyed if they say too much. I don’t want to set myself up for that type
of disappointment.
I know there are people that would understand but I don’t want to talk to
someone I will never see. I want to talk to someone
that will hug me. I want to bury my head into someone’s shoulder and cry.
I want to be able to hug that person back so tight and be able to dig my fingers
into their back because I need someone to hold on to.
& I hope I can just sleep this feeling away.. that’s the only hope I have right now.
thingsgohazy:
I don’t want to go to bed alone tonight.
Ohdang, that bed looks comfy too.
ehhh I hate sleeping alone ):
In love with MJ all over again.
This Is It
was amazing.
I can’t even..
There’s no way I’ll be able to listen to any other music for a while.
This guy actually had talent. His music was gold..
Unlike most of that garbage now a days people call music. Uck. Disgusting.
loveyourselftoo:
(via loveyourchaos)
At first I was like Ooo! (: Wanna be there!
& then I thought to myself, naah.. I’d feel like a trapped butterfly in there.
kidskidskids , thanks for the follow!
I’m following back.. (:
I really love what you post :D
diptacoolness:
Hit girl in “Kick Ass”
She’s eleven ;p
This reminds me of one of my nightmares..
There was a guy in a KKK outfit with a sword and a huge hammer smashing
heads and slicing people up. He snuck into an apartment that I was in. It was
like a movie, there was creepy music and everything.
There was blood everywhere.. so much blood. I don’t remember it all anymore
but I do remember that my friend saved me by pulling out his already popping out
spine. He was still alive, yelling on the floor “OMG CALL THE AMBULANCE” I looked
at him like, hmm.. wow this guy. Look at all these people dead and he wants an
ambulance. My dream didn’t end there but it wouldn’t make sense if I explained it.
Man that dream was weeks ago. It was so real though, I didn’t want to get out
of bed. I felt like some crazy murderer was going to sneak into my room..
So what am I supposed to do when you just stop answering?
I’m supposed to just sit here and wait?
WHY AM I ALWAYS WAITING FOR YOU ALL THE TIME ?
YOU STARTED THIS!
I’m scared that you might be right..
& that maybe I actually have been so terrible to you.
Me: Shut up! You’re Crazy! YOU THINK BUTTERFLIES ARE UGLY!
You: Yeahh anything that’s an insect.. Ughhhh.
Me: BUTTERFLIES? Come on. Even the blue ones?
You: Butterflied can look like POOP sometimes, okay?
Me: WHAT
You: Anything with tiny legs.. Like YOU!
Me: wow.
You: JOKIING!
Me: SHUT UP
You’re so lucky I like, love you..
>:| Jerk.
stormofgenius:
Saw this with Nathan tonight. It was awesome.
Going to see this tomorrow!! ^^ Can’t wait! :D
My heart hurts..
I think it’s broken.
Love.. is a word I can’t say, don’t want to think about
& don’t want to feel right now.
I’m just gonna go die for a while.
- Be Back Later.
I’m tired of having to explain myself to you.
Everything I do hurts your feelings.
I’m just being myself!
All you do is Complain, Complain, Complain Complain!
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?
You’re making me so frustrated I could cry.
I’m tired of this! So tired of this.
It’s the same thing over and over again.
I can’t be everything you want me to be
I’m just me.
Accept me or leave me.
That’s all I have for you.
